Dear Xanga,

         I'm sorry I haven't written in you for awhile. I'm sorry I haven't made you or my myspace pretty. I just don't bother with any of it anymore. Well life's been alright. I haven't made progress with any of my bio essays but I find that to be completely fine. I don't really want to go to school tomorrow. I never really do. I want my break soon.

         I am slowly starting to think that there is no point in having contact with other people. I'm bad at it and therefore there's no point in associating with me. I try though..but it isn't ever how I want it. There's just too many people in this world. I don't want to lose my friends but I always feel I am....slowly..one by one...two steps up four steps back.

         I'm pretty much broke after shopping for several people for christmas. I hope it's worth it in the end cause now I can't afford my Ipod I was hoping to get. I'll have to find a new job I suppose. Yay...something new to hate. I bought things for my family, reeebs, mud, and pam. Still can't decide on anything for david or henry so I might just have to IOU with a cute holiday card.

         Friday I hung out with Minji at Starbucks and then we met up with Rob. Minji left and then Rob and I killed time by putting up stuff in his room till Kyle and the rest of the guys came. It ended up that we had to go pick them up..so we had to fit Kyle, Vin, Dave, Matt, and me in the back seat. Those are some awesome guys.

         Saturday I was at the mall shopping with my lovely Areeba, Mud, and David. I spent so much money on everyone. I did manage to buy a pair of boots at Payless ha. They were a size 2 1/2 wide in kids. The wide thing totally makes the difference.

         Today I went to the mall with Jess and Minji. It was really croweded. I feel bad that Jess had to drive us in all that traffic. I just bought christmas cards and a giftcard at B&N.

                                                                                                        Love Mullica

I want to go to NEW YORK NOW!!!!!!!

Okay so it's a been awhile

I still have my same job

I went to work today instead of going to the city

That really sucked

I went to Six Flags yesterday

That was really good

I have my name written on a grain of rice

Tomorrow I have school and guitar

I didn't practice, I don't want to cut my nails and I still have to start homework

This Is My Life

I need a new job

Something that pays the same and yet less work

Or even less pay

I don't care

I have AP Bio Hw and AP English vocab to memorize and AP History research to do

I've cut down to a one weekday and weekend work schedule

I have the urge to draw again

I miss him alot but he doesn't know it

My Life Sucks (No I'm Not Trying to be Emo)

I hate my life

I hate aim

This hard work better pay off in my future

Anyway my boss is sick

Sharon and I have to cover her from 3-10

This is hell

It startes Tuesday

We better have another day off or I'll be the biggest bitch

That's all

SCREW YOU AND THAT LITTLE FUCKIN DOG TOO!

 School's back and it sucks more than ever. This will definitely be my toughest year. I don't get how people handle 4 AP's when I feel like I won't even be able to handle 3. My human phys. class better pay off or I'll be mad as fucking hell. I mean that's why I'm not taking a lunch right? I'm worried if I'll be able to balance school and work. It's really pushing me to do my homework ASAP or else. I'm happy to be going back to art class, it'll be a stress reliever for sure and the class seems nice and quite. Tomorrow I'll get to work with SHARON!! right after my ortho appointment. How sweet will that be?

  On a random note, I found out my old friend Inja has moved to Nutley. In a short, I lived in Clifton for a year. I was 10 and in 5th grade. Inja Angelino was one of my good friends there. I moved to Nutley in 6th grade and Inja had moved away too. I did see her in Nutley though cause her church friends were in my school. Her church friends were mine for 6th-9th grade. Now it's been about 6 years since our year in 5th grade. I can't help but say it was nice to see her even though we hadn't had contact with each other for years. She isn't in any of my classes but it's just so weird since I never saw old classmates from the other schools i've been to except for her. She looks kinda different, but it's a nice different. It's amazing how we've changed. I wanna ask to take a pic with her and put it next to our 5th grade graduation pic (in Clifton middle school starts in 6th)

Mullz